| Tilly
What does it say in the cover of your passports? Shiney
Tilly
I was just a little kid when we came to Australia, but was old enough to have developed a sense of my Englishness, I think. For several years, I hated living here. I missed my grandparents and knew I would probably never see them again (at it turned out, I did get to see my grandads again, after about 16 years, but my nanas had died by then). As a migrant, I suppose I was teased occasionally - not much, really. After all, there were loads of us Pommies coming to Oz back in the 60's - the Oz government was desperate to increase the population, and it cost us 20 quid to come here as *assisted passage* migrants. My English wasn't terribly different from the locals - it's not as though I was a *real* foreigner or anything <giggle>... Anyway - as I said, I desperately wanted to return to England for several years. I was a teenager before I could say that I was no longer homesick, or harbouring a secret desire to move back to my homeland. I hung off being naturalised, though, for several reasons:
So - I'm officially an Aussie - but what does that mean to me? I still don't feel christmassy at christmas, because the weather just isn't right. I'm more comfortable here than I would be in England, I think, because I know the lay of the land better here - I mean, I grew up here! There are things about the Aussie identity that I don't like, though - the tall-poppy syndrome, for a start - we just love to cut high-achievers down to size here, and that shits me. I love the Australian irreverance, (no sacred cow too sacred here!) but it seems we can't have one without the other. Australian *cultural cringe* gets up my nose too - this idea that somehow we're not as good as the rest of the world, and that anything Australian must be inferior in some way. I get annoyed when I see Australians slavishly following US trends in everything, because what we already have in this country is wonderful. Having said all that, though, I don't think much about national identity
- truly! I guess I like the idea that we're all passengers on Starship
Earth.
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